Alms for a travelling singer

I just purchased all of my flights, rental cars, and most of my hotels for the three auditions I have booked.  It's eff bombing expensive.  I knew it would be, don't get me wrong.  It just makes me thankful that I have a handy credit card to use for things like this that I will then pay off by next month.  I think.  No, I will, this has been the plan all along.  It's just slowly become a reality.  The month of November, as mentioned before, was insane.  Now December is completely gone, heck, 2011 is completely gone, and my first audition is in 12 days.  That one is all set, I have a place to stay, a flight and a rental car.  Might I add, renting through Hertz via AAA was by FAR the cheapest, like, by half of what other "discount" sites would offer.  That was a good find.  But it's all happening.  Like, really really happening.  If these people like me, I will be going back to school next year. 

GAH!!

I'll lose some bills (in-school deferment on those loans babay!!) but acquire new ones with a new rent and completely different source of income.  I'll really have to sit down and figure out finances, which I am OH so good at doing.  (sarcasm abounding)  I'll have to be... an... a....ad....adu.... oh I can't even say it.  (adult) 


Whatever, I'm ready.  Bring it on, DMA auditions!  If I'm scared of making a bad impression, I'll never end up making one.  And who likes a forgettable soprano?