I didn't go to the gym the last two days and I ate more junk than normal because I'm sort of celebrating and I feel like crap today! My legs are super sore like when you work out too much but I think it's from NOT working out and my tummy is off from the lack of, oh I don't know, anything nutritious! All I want is a walk around some lakes and some grilled chicken with grapes. And maybe tomatoes. Roasted tomatoes sound really yummy right now.
It seems I'm starting to get healthier, even a little bit, because two days back in an old habit and my body is pissed! Not seriously pissed like "we're never speaking again" but more like "I'm more than a little bit annoyed at you." So today I apologize and try to make it up to myself. If I make it through this weekend and maintain this week or even lose more, next weekend I will treat myself to one lovely meal. That's what I didn't do this time around. I sort of spread a small celebration around amongst a baseball game and grad parties. None of it was fulfilling. I want yummy. I want something so scrumptious I would be appalled at eating that any other day. It doesn't even have to be obnoxiously fatty, but it has to be full of amazing flavors. And probably Italian. Let's be honest, it's some of my favorite food.
Well now I've worked myself up to be all sorts of hungry. Time to tame the beast and begin the healing process.
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